Fantastically Amazing and Horribly sad night

We had our last dinner all together tonight: me, Paula, Fabian, Debbie, Kathleen, Emma, Becca and Bex. Becca leaves tomorrow, and its killing me. She is pretty much one of my best friends here. She is the only one I usually go out with just me and her. We've been playing ridiculous pranks on each other (I tied her shoes to the ceiling, she stuck my plates and cups to the kitchen wall using blue tack, I dyed her milk green, she stole my mattress from my room and hid it in debbies room). We've had some great times, and its the hardest thing in the world to say goodbye to her. She gave me a calendar from ireland that she put pics of me and all the girls in it and wrote in it, and she gave me an irish good luck cross pin. Kathleen, Debbie and Becca all made scones for me tonight with jam and cream and put candles in it and came into the kitchen singing for she's a jolly good fellow. This is so hard, saying goodbye. I can hardly stand it. :(