Alone

Emma left today.
Enough said.
I miss her, and I miss all of the girls. Emma was the first person I met here, she was the one who invited me to go out with them for the first time.
It's lonely here.
Glasgow was only amazing because they were here.
For the first time since I've been here, I locked my door tonight. Every night used to be like a sleepover, and if I slept past 10am, I would get nice wake up calls with someone jumping on my bed.
I just miss knowing they were here, I hate walking thru the 4th floor hall b/c if Becks and Becca were in their door would always be open a crack, now that they're gone its permanently open...and they aren't there. Debbie was always watching TV. Becca 3 always had music on. I could always hear from my room when Emma opened and closed her door. I even hate going to the kitchen b/c Becca was always in the kitchen, in and out all day and night. Its really quiet now. I moved to the 2nd floor, which would hav been great, except I have to walk by Kathleen's door everytime I go in and out, which makes me miss her.
I'll luckily only be here for 4 nights total. I can't wait to go to Kathleen's house; hopefully Debbie's house and also hope to see Becca Forbes. I also am hoping to go to Beck's house. Debbie has promised me that they will all come visit next year.
I hate that I am so needy and dependent on other people, but I really liked them and they accepted me into their group and were the nicest people I have ever met, not one of them was judgmental or mean or gossiped or anything negative.