Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Mobile Phone

Kelvin Art Gallery
Snow!

Me and April, she's from Hong Kong!
This bird must live in the park, I see it all the time.
View from my window.
University Cathedral
I climbed to the top of one of the towers at the university.

Snow!
Pound Mart is like the Dollar Store, thats where I bought all my kitchen supplies.
The Armadillo

I finally gave in and bought a UK mobile phone. It was only 25 pounds for the phone, UK sim card, international sim card and minutes/texts. Pretty good deal. Paula went w/me and we had some decent conversation and then we went to a grocery store I didn't know existed. In line to pay at the grocery store, I of course dropped my new phone, which then triggered a conversation w/an older lady in front of me, but she was really friendly so I didn't mind! I finally got some pretzels, which I have missed eating terribly much. I also spent a pound ($1.50) on a little Wallace and Gromit figurine from a machine. And I bought some Wensleydale cheese! (which I ate in England and is also from Wallace and Gromit).

It snowed here yesterday, and it was a pretty good snow, but it was all melted by this morning.
I felt really lonely yesterday. I wanted to go out in the snow, and I asked one of my hall mates if they wanted to and they said no. So I just went for a walk by myself. Then I get back and Paula comes in and was like oh we were just outside. I was like, oh. Then I go out to the bathroom as Paula is leaving and she went to the girls room that I had earlier asked to go outside, and they watched a movie! I was kinda offended they didnt invite me :( But then Paula asked if I wanted to go eat dinner w/her and Becca (girl she watched movie with). So I said yes and then all they talked about the whole time was how they are gonna all rent a house together next semester, and so I really didn't talk the whole time, I felt like such an outsider. Then Paula left to go to her BF's for the night and I went back to my room all by myself. Luckily, I went and made hot chocolate to make myself feel better and ran into Emma, and I talked to her for a good 10mins. which made me feel better. Then the fire alarm went off, and I talked to a few other ppl and soon I wasn't so depressed anymore. I hate that I am so dependent on other people for my happiness. I can be perfectly content being all alone, but knowing that they didn't invite me and they know I was just sitting all alone in my room, really makes me feel bad, like they don't like me or something.
So I'm going to go watch a movie w/the americans from my group tonight, hopefully that will make me feel better. But for now, I should probably do some reading.

2 comments:

  1. That snow is gorgeous and the Pound-Mart made me laugh. If you're feeling left out, just barge in, I'm sure that they aren't not inviting you on purpose or anything. If you wanna hang out just go ahead and do it! It sounds like they have that sort of open door policy anyway. I finally got texting, so there's that to look forward to when you get back!

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  2. Yeah, I thought about just barging in, but then it made me really nervous and I didn't :(
    YAY! We can text now!! I'm so excited!

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